I miss having my sister close by. We have some good times together. It's so amazing to recognize how our relationship has grown all these years, and I am so grateful that we can now share the joys of motherhood. I enjoyed watching her love our little Alaka'i, and pray the Lord would bless them with another child. When I consider how far away she is, and the rest of our family as well, it tempts me to grow discouraged. I grew up without any extended family nearby, and never knew aunts, uncles or grandparents very well. In fact, there are some cousins that I wouldn't recognize if we were in the same room together. I really would prefer that Alaka'i not have that same kind of relationship with his extended family. But then I remember that God has us here in SoCal for His purposes. And I remember that I should set my mind on things above, and not the things of this earth. Because this place is only temporary, and this life but a vapor. There is an eternity that awaits and an endless opportunity to worship God perfectly. Upon these things should I dwell.
I still miss my family, and wish we were closer. But we aren't, by God's design, for this season of life. So I continue to discipline my thoughts, and pray that someday we might all be united for eternity in Heaven.
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